all she wanted was a little bit of solid..

rant.

i cant explain how much i miss my significant other right now. we have never had to go for a week without talking and it’s killing me right now (btw this is just day one). most of our relationship has been spent apart. it gets hard as fuck, and to be honest there are times when i want to give up. then i think about how different my life would be without him and why i have stayed so long. and i realize i am so in love with all of his being. his sense of humor, his calmness, even his slight lisp that not a lot of people notice. he’s the first person i want to talk to and the last. there is not a second of the day when i dont think about him. he is the only one that can make the maddest and the happiest the next minute. he’s not a knight in shining armor or some fairy tale prince, and that’s probably why it’s so real for me. someone i can argue with for days and have more love for afterwards. we have been thru a lot of shit but i would not trade any of it for the universe. i can’t speak for the rest of the world, but i have found love. and im keeping him<3