all she wanted was a little bit of solid..

day 2 - The meaning behind your Tumblr name.

pretty simple. my name is mary, i love marijuana. marywanna. 

rant.

i cant explain how much i miss my significant other right now. we have never had to go for a week without talking and it’s killing me right now (btw this is just day one). most of our relationship has been spent apart. it gets hard as fuck, and to be honest there are times when i want to give up. then i think about how different my life would be without him and why i have stayed so long. and i realize i am so in love with all of his being. his sense of humor, his calmness, even his slight lisp that not a lot of people notice. he’s the first person i want to talk to and the last. there is not a second of the day when i dont think about him. he is the only one that can make the maddest and the happiest the next minute. he’s not a knight in shining armor or some fairy tale prince, and that’s probably why it’s so real for me. someone i can argue with for days and have more love for afterwards. we have been thru a lot of shit but i would not trade any of it for the universe. i can’t speak for the rest of the world, but i have found love. and im keeping him<3

the cheesiest valentine’s day present idea.

but i know it’s gonna be soooo good.

ok so i’ve decided to write a list (since the beginning of 2012) of all the things that my significant other does or says that puts a smile on my face or makes my heart melt. and on the night before valentines day. i will write all these things out, every single one, on seperate pieces of paper (for each one), and crumple them up and stick them inside a jar. im going to use colorful paper so its not so bland. then im gonna decorate the jar:p then i’m gonna stick little paper flowers in the jar so they look like a vase and he won’t think anything is written in the papers:p but i will eventually tell him that there are things written in every single one of those little crumpled pieces of paper haha.

i think its cute. i just hope i can remember to write the things that he does and say. if not then i won’t have anything written down on any piece of paper. hahaha.

since it’s a new year…

i am going to attempt to do this and actually finish:)

Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 facts about yourself

Day 02: The meaning behind your Tumblr name

Day 03: A picture of you and your friends

Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 06: Favorite super hero, and why

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08: Short term goals for this month, and why

Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days 

Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12: How you found out about Tumblr, and why you made one

Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14: A picture of you and your family

Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16: Another picture of yourself

Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19: Nicknames you have, and why you have them 

Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/ being with in the future

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23: Something you crave for a lot

Day 24: A letter to your parents

Day 25: What I would find in your bag

Day 26: What you think about your friends

Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?

Day 28: A picture of you last year and now. How have you changed since then? 

Day 29: In this past month, what have you learned?

Day 30: Who are you?

am i in the wrong?

i usually hate social network drama but this one irked me so fucking bad. so i need opinions. if you find your significant other commented on someone else’s picture “always looking oh so cute” or something of that sort, how would you react? i reacted with “nigga fuck you, im mad” but my boyfriend thinks since it doesn’t mean anything im overreacting. uhhh. it just made me feel so disrespected, like that’s for the whole fucking world to see that you think that bitch is cute. i don’t ever comment some other guys’ picture saying shit about how cute they are.

im pissed off because i don’t comment other guys’ pics saying they are cute and shit. so i expected him to be the same way.

so the real question is, was i overreacting or did i have the right to be upset?

made me cry.

hey baby im sorry i wasnt able to call you maybe when you needed to talk to me the most and i love you so very much i just want you to know that i am here and i am here for you period night and day forever and always i want to see you today but idk if that will be a possibility or not but nontheless txt me when you wake up nd i pray u have no more bad dreams or anything that could put you on edge and end u sending you over it. i love you again and we can talk today since i dont work<3 good morning

you’re probably like O_o why would that make her cry. but if you knew my situation, it would make sence.